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Monday, November 29, 2010

Charles de Lint


Popularized the genre of urban fantasy

Writes for children and adults

Also writes poetry and songs. He and his wife, MaryAnn Harris, are musicians.

Born in the Netherlands, moved to Canada at the age of four months, and lives in Ottawa presently

His most famous work is 1984’s Moonheart.

And now, one of his poems. It should give some insight into the type of magic he uses in his novels. He tends towards the nature-centered, shamanistic side of fantasy, rather than the Judeo-Christian high fantasy tradition of Tolkien.

Tapu'at House

by Charles de Lint

(for Terri and Ellen)

In the Women's House,

spirits are speaking.

The women

are tapping word-hoards

until stories

jump like cholla thorns

from mind to pen,

burrowing deep beneath

the skin.

In the Fairy House,

Coyote sleeps.

All around him, in the desert,

saguaro dream like green giants

while Coyote juggles

mischief and luck in his sleep.

All around him, in the desert,

the uncles and aunts

teach us to remember

that we are still animals.

In the Women's House,

the otherworld is watching.

The women

are borrowing from the dry hills

shape and pigment,

vision and song,

allowing totems to guide them

through this pathless world.

In the Spirit House,

women are singing.

Their voices

are like the silent laughter

of cats.

With every day's work

they move closer to the

vanishing ghost of a wilderness

that now exists only

in peripheral vision.

What you and I no longer remember,

the women in this house

have never forgotten.

In Which An Assassination Upsets Slumber

A crash down the hallway woke Regal Sinclair. He shot up in bed. The sound had come from nearby, from the direction of his father’s study. A scream, then the sound of running. Regal scrambled to his feet, grabbing his sword from its perch beside his bed. Someone banged on his locked door. He drew his sword, unlocked the door, and opened the door and brought his sword to the neck behind it in one swift motion, just as he’d been taught.

“Master Regal!” cried the servant. Regal withdrew his sword to his side. Just a young boy servant, no threat. Fear filled the boy’s eyes – no surprise. But it didn’t clear as quickly as it should have. Panic remained though Regal had removed his threat. “The Master has been attacked, sir,” the servant blurted out, his eyes darting to and fro, his hands working nervously in front of him.

“What? Where?!” Regal demanded, pinning the boy perfectly still with his gaze.

“His study, sir. I was just doing my normal…” the boy’s explanation didn’t reach Regal’s ears. He sprinted down the hallway and skidded to a halt before the only open door. A door that was never left open. Regal froze at the sight. A lamp was shattered on the floor. Only the dim light of the hallway illuminated the room. His father lay in the center of the room, next to his overturned chair. A dagger protruded from his chest. Red blood spread out from the wound much too quickly.

Regal regained his composure. A servant was fussing over his father, but she was panicked – a maid, no help at all. “You,” Regal said to her, his voice sharp and commanding. She snapped together, ready to follow an order. “Get a healer. Now!” She ran to obey him.

Regal hurried to his father, kneeling beside him. His father’s chest still rose and fell, but his breathing was ragged, shallow. The rest of him was still, his eyes were closed. “Father,” Regal whispered urgently to him. No response. “Father, don’t leave me!” he cried more potently. The breathing only became less determined.

“Light! I need light!” cried a female voice from behind him. Regal turned to it. The young woman was already rushing in the room. He recognized her – a slave healer. “Move!” she shouted to him. “You’re blocking the light!”

Regal shuffled out of her way, too anxious to help his father to care about the tone the slave had taken with her master. She knelt over his father, and removed the dagger in one sure motion. She held arms outstretched above his body. She began casting. Her eyes were clenched shut, her lips drawn in a tight, straight line. Sweat quickly began beading on her forehead. The wound began to close.

Her eyes flew open; she inhaled sharply. Her expression was surprised – in a bad way. It filled Regal with fear. She lowered her hands closer to Regal’s wounded father and closed her eyes once more. Her arms were tense, her fingers, separated as far as her hands would allow. She bowed her head. The only movement beneath her hands was that of skin creeping together to patch wounds. Regal’s father had stopped breathing.

“No!” Regal yelled. “Not yet!” A tumult of emotions raged through him. This could not be happening. His father could not be dying. He wasn’t ready for it. The responsibilities, the duties… Regal wasn’t ready. His father wasn’t done teaching him. This was too soon. In desperation, he reached for his father. Both hands connected with his father’s wrist. He held it tightly, and starred at his father’s face. It was pale and cold. Hope seeped out of Regal. But a movement caught his attention. One slow breath filled his father’s lungs. His eyelids cracked the slightest bit. He looked at Regal, and his lips pulled ever so slightly into a smile.

“No,” the healer whispered then, through clenched teeth. Her hands were lower now, almost touching his father’s chest. She was panting; her hands trembled. Regal watched her, eyes pleading with her to pull him through. He was desperate and helpless, a grown man who could do nothing but watch as his father died beside him. The girl shook her head. “Not…enough…light…” she said quietly. “I’m losing him.”

The wounded man’s muscles relaxed for the last time. The breath remaining in his lungs flowed out, taking his life with it. Servants rushed in with lit candles and burning lamps. The healer let her hands fall to her sides heavily. “Too late,” she whispered.

Emptiness opened up inside Regal that consumed the reality of the situation. He sat in a dream. The servants with candles, come too late to help, lent an ominous ambience to the scene. Their faces were ashen, afraid. The girl who had failed to save his father sat back now, her hands cradled in her lap. Her face showed sadness, bitterness. His father’s corpse lay silent and cooling beside him. He released the wrist slowly, carefully. Ran his hand down to his father’s hand. The wrinkles were there still, but the strength was gone. Regal looked to his father’s face. Eyebrows, still that darkest brown, now too soft for his face. Rest in death, indeed, but what of those who are not meant for rest, but for action? The calm in his father’s face on made Regal’s anguish more potent. He had to look away.

And looking away, he caught sight of the dagger. The dagger that had killed his father, a dagger he recognized. He reached a trembling hand towards it. The glittering ruby insets, the finely crafted gold decorations. A blade precisely the length of his own hand span. A dagger made exclusively for him, on his twenty-first birthday, to celebrate his entrance to the world of men. He’d thought he’d never see it again. Stolen, three years later, and only a handful of months prior to this present. The memory was still fresh – the escaped slave, the galling letter, the blatant threats. Threats he’d made good on.

Krys.

Krys, the only slave the family had ever lost. Krys, thief of a prized possession. Krys, who threatened his family. Krys, taker of his father’s life. Krys, murderer. Krys, deserving of painful deaths. Krys, to be hunted.

Regal stood, purpose flooding his soul. His father had been murdered, and he knew the perpetrator. It was his divine duty to strike Krys down for the injustice he had committed. Nothing would stand in Regal’s way. But first he needed a plan. He needed to track Krys down.

Just as Regal desired his presence, Clayton, captain of the house’s guards, entered the room, followed closely by two of his men. Clayton was tall and broad, overshadowing the servants in the room. His silvery armor shined brilliantly in the light of so many candles. “I’m sorry sir,” he began, with a nod of respect. His voice was crisp and dutiful, emitting from a mouth hidden by a blond mustache. “The guard is still searching, but it appears as though the enemy has escaped.”

Regal had expected as much. If Krys could escape once, he could do it again. Last time, they had tracked him, tracked him to the edge of where they could follow, at the time. His father had weighed the cost, and deemed the price of continued pursuit too heavy for an escaped slave and pretty dagger. This time, no hurdle, no matter how difficult, would stop Regal from finding him.

“It’s Krys,” Regal said. “Send men to the docks. Cut off his escape.”

Clayton gave orders briskly. His two men rushed off to carry them out, but Clayton remained. “Sir, it is my duty to protect you at this time.”

“Then you’ll come to the docks, too,” Regal said. There was little hope of his men catching Krys. Krys could ride swiftly on the power of dark magic to his destination, and none of his guards had that ability. Regal, calling on the same power, might be able to get to the docks in time. Regal began purposefully for the door.

Clayton blocked his exit. “Sir, with all due respect, as one charged with defending your life, I cannot in good conscience allow you to pursue Krys at this time,” he said with disciplined haste, body fully blocking the doorway. He stood tense and ready. “Krys will not be alone at the docks, and even by himself, he would be a formidable opponent. This would be perhaps the worst time to attempt to overtake him personally. My men will uncover where he has gone, and we will pursue him properly when the time is right.”

A sudden distaste for the lamplight and candles in the room sprang up in Regal. In a darker room, Clayton wouldn’t have been able to stop him. But Regal knew that Clayton was right, as much as he hated it. “We both know where he’s going, and this time, I’m going to follow him,” Regal said in a growl. “Regardless of the danger.”

“So be it,” Clayton said with an obvious sense of release. He had been ready for more of a struggle. “Then there are preparations that must be made. My men know to acquire the use of a ship to follow Krys. I am no expert on the workings of the enchanters’ world, but I know that only users of magic can enter, and even they must make special arrangements.”

“I am aware of the need for a contract,” Regal said. “As I am aware that neither you nor any of the guards will be able to follow me. Are you so sure it is wise to stop me here, Clayton?” Regal asked. He’d have to face Krys alone, regardless. Why not do it now? But he could not contend with the master of the guard in a fair fight, and black magic was useless to him in a lit room.

“Yes, I am sure,” Clayton replied. “The guards are not the only ones under your command, sir.”

The slaves. Regal had no magically talented guards because they were expensive. They knew their worth, and they charged for it. With slaves, on the other hand, one could get lucky. A hurried trader who didn’t know the value of newly acquired goods; an infant born unexpectedly gifted. It happened. Like the healer. Regal turned back towards her. She was casting again, this time to honor the fallen. She used white magic to preserve Regal’s father’s body for burial. The sight pulled Regal’s thoughts from Krys for a moment, calmed him, saddened him. “Begin the preparations for burial,” Regal said to a nearby servant in a soft tone. A pair of servants left, leaving only a handful in the room.

“Unless, you need the light?” Regal asked the healer, remembering her source of strength.

She shook her head, and took a step back, away from his father. “It is done,” she said, and then she fell softly into a cross-legged position on the floor. She looked very tired.

Regal motioned to the remaining servants, and they took up his father’s body to prepare it for burial. They took the light with them as they left, and Clayton’s imposing figure before the doorway shadowed much of the room. In the darkness, the healer felt different to Regal. Ah yes, he remembered. The time the family had gotten very lucky indeed.

“Come,” Regal said to Clayton as he began walking out of the room. “We have much to discuss.”

* * *

Ellis Zanders sat alone for a moment after Regal and his captain of the guard left. Her tied-down brown hair appeared a dull gray in the dim light. Her sharp hazel eyes were dilated in the effort to see. None of Master Sinclair’s blood had fallen to the carpet. Regal had taken the dagger with him. Only the broken lamp told of the past commotion in the room.

Ellis felt weak from the exertion of attempting an impossible heal with so little light to draw strength from. The dagger wound was deep, but that alone, she could have handled. If the weapon had not been so well poisoned…

She hadn’t told Master Regal about the poison. In the moment, communication was not her forte, and in the aftermath, Regal didn’t seem particularly concerned with that sort of detail. He was only concerned with revenge, though the murder of a father did seem a likely catalyst for such feelings. Ellis knew she would have been overcome by grief. Grief indeed filled her despite the lack of blood connection between her and the deceased. Failure to save a life was the bitterest defeat to Ellis. Rarely did it happen, and every time, she had felt the pain of loss more keenly than the last. She wished for strength in healing, but to what avail? Few healers could best her skill and fewer still her raw talent. There were wounds that no one could heal, and conditions that even the most well-trained could not overcome. She had done everything possible to save the Master, but it was not to be.

And now they searched for his killer, a once-enslaved called Krys. She remembered Krys faintly. She bore him no particular ill will, though she could feel no attachment to any who would kill someone under her care. Ellis sighed. Her feelings on the subject wouldn’t matter, of course. Best to get on with life.

She rose and returned to her quarters, heavy of heart. The walk was not far – as a healer, she was assigned a small room that was central to the grounds. The grand entrance chamber and the stables alike were only a short sprint from her room. She arrived quickly, and her father was waiting for her. He stood in front of her door with his arms hanging loosely at his sides, knees bent ever so slightly above his heavy boots.

“Papa!” she said in hushed happiness as she ran to hug him. They separated quickly, and he held her at forearms’ length. The wrinkles on his forehead multiplied, and Ellis recognized his concern. The corners of his mouth twitched to pull down his face into a frown. “You have heard then,” Ellis said, mirth fading from her.

“Yes,” he replied, his voice, gentle thunder. “And I fear the implications for you.”

“Master Regal did not seem angry with me, Papa,” Ellis said, cocking her head. Her sharp brows came up to a confused point. Her father lifted a hand to push a strand of hair from her face.

“And who could ever be, my dear Ellis?” he replied. “But that is not my concern. Regal will require your services, and not in the usual way. He will put your life at risk, and I will be powerless to help you.” He cupped her face with one hand, and drew her close to embrace her.

When they released each other from a tight hug, Ellis’s eyes glistened with the beginnings of tears. “I don’t understand,” she whispered, infected by her father’s concern. She’d only seen her father this way once before, and his fears then had not been in vain. Whatever was in store for her, the road through would not be easy. “Father, please explain,” she asked.

He opened his mouth to speak, but then a guard came walking briskly, purposefully down the hallway toward them. “Ellis Zanders,” he said as he approached. “Come with me.”

Ellis and her father exchanged one more fretful glance, and then she followed the guard.


Thursday, November 11, 2010

Gertrude Stein

Gertrude Stein: 1874 – 1946

“the excitingness of pure being”
A classy, classy dame:
American who lived in France
With her brother Leo, founded a private modern art gallery (27 rue de Fleurus, Paris)
Friends with: Matisse, Picasso, Thornton Wilder, Ernest Hemingway
With life partner, Alice B. Toklas, 1907 – 1946

“Everybody gets so much information all day long that they lose their common sense.”
“I really do not know that anything has ever been more exciting than diagramming sentences.”
“It is extraordinary that whole populations have no projects for the future, none at all. It certainly is extraordinary, but it is certainly true.”

Stream-of consciousness
Wordplay

Topics: lifecycle, relationships, social issues, emotions (esp. disappointment), war, feminism, memories

R. A. Lafferty Bio


R. A. Lafferty


“There was a writer from Tulsa, Oklahoma (he died in 2002), who was, for a little while in the late 1960s and early 1970s, the best short story writer in the world. His name was R. A. Lafferty, and his stories were unclassifiable and odd and inimitable -- you knew you were reading a Lafferty story within a sentence”

~Neil Gaiman, Fragile Things

Bio:

- Raphael Aloysius Lafferty

- Born November 7th, 1941

- Enlisted in the US army and served in WWII

- Lived most of his life in Tulsa, OK

- Began writing in the 60s

- EE until 1970

- Retired from writing in 1984

- Died after two strokes in 2002

Writing:

- 32 novels

- Over 200 short stories

- Mostly science fiction and fantasy

- Drew a lot from traditional story telling practices

o Irish and Native American folk lore

o Fond of “tall tales”

- Not easy to define his writing style

o Plot is often secondary

Monday, November 8, 2010

The ocean yaw inside of her
Pele unleashed and the prophet
Of simple mutiny.

At Newton the battle cry fell
Patriotic, less than parasitic.
Only the kindness of 67591 and Tommy 3
Between molten her and the ending times.
How ausipicious, transmuted Lao Tzu,
The fall of water on upturned feet
Opening gloriously in the venerable splashing
Of ancient mud, the honor of passersby
On empty streets. How auspicious
Fat black cars in the night.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

School of Towers

The first thing anyone ever notices about the school is the towers. One of the reasons is they’re tall, you see. Very tall. In fact, I haven’t ever seen the tops they’re so tall. Not even on the clearest day. Or the cloudiest. They must be very ugly to need to hide so well. The other reason everyone notices the towers first is because you can see then a week’s ride away, glowing in the Dark above the mountains.

Years ago, when my mother told me about the school, she told me first of the towers. I had thought she was lying, just telling me stories like those old folks always do. Exaggerating, that's the word. But when I arrived, there they were, rising tall and yellow into the air. ‘Solid sun beams’, Miss Eva called them, ‘come down from the stars to keep the darkness away.’ As I stared up and up at the tall sides, my mind went back to that last day we spent packing…

***

“I’m not eight, you know. I don’t believe in those star stories anymore.” I declared. No one I knew had ever seen a star. Not even Miss Mary who lived next door, and she was fifteen and had been to the Big City.

She gave me a strange look. “Of course, dear,” she said, like adult say things when they don’t want to argue with you. Tiredly almost. “no more silly star stories. Now finish rolling your stockings.”

We had one last dinner with Mother. I was allowed to stay after instead of being sent to wash up right away. I listened to her and Miss Eva discuss my trip, but the talk about money and hotels was dull. I really just wanted to fetch my drawing things, but they were packed away already. So I sat and stared outside, watching the glitter bugs flash messages to each other.

I was leaving for school the next day. The same school mother had gone to. She was a very accomplished lady, and I thought she must be terribly important, because no one ever bothered us, even though we had no man to keep the monsters and such away. The villagers always tugged their hats at us whenever I rode with Mother, but never when I was just with Miss Eva. I wanted to be an accomplished lady too, and then maybe I could go with Mother when she disappeared on mysterious trips.

A thought suddenly occurred to me. “You will visit, won’t you Mother?”

“It is rude to interrupt, dear.” She reprimanded me gently. Miss Eva gave me a stern look.

“But you will? Won’t you?” This suddenly seemed very important, far more important than hearing about hostels and travel rations.

“You should apologize for interrupting your mother,” was the only answer. Mother simply gazed at me for a bit.

I was not sorry. “I’m sorry.” Why wouldn’t she answer? “Please Mother, will you visit me? Please?” Something strange was going on.

“Really dear, you shouldn’t be getting so worked up about this. It isn’t like you.” Mother said. She turned to Miss Eva, “Perhaps it is time for her to rest. Tomorrow will be a long day.”

“Of course, Mistress.” Miss Eva bowed her head, and then pulled me out of the room. It had been a long time since I had been sent to bed like this, and I dragged my feet through the thick carpet, obedient as always. I looked back through the retreating doorway, and waved farewell to Mother, but she only stared into the fire. I know it’s silly, but for a moment she seemed very frail, almost see through, like a thin cloud. Then the corner blocked my view.

I woke up early after a strange dream, and went to my window. The light was just beginning in the east, and I saw Mother’s coach rolling away through the wispy morning fog.

Something very strange happened to me then. I felt as if a bit of myself was being pulled, stretched thin. The carriage seemed to pull my hand through the window like a spindle pulls thread from a skein of wool. I began to feel very squeezed and twisted.

“There now, dear,” a voice said somewhere, “Mistress just doesn’t like to say goodbye. Here now,” a soft cloth brushing my cheeks reminded me of my body, and I began to feel whole again. “Are you back with us?” Miss Eva said. I looked at her warm face, and nodded, even though I wasn’t sure what she meant, or if I really was back. Part of me still felt a bit far away. “Good. Let’s eat then. We have a long ways to go today.”

***

So there I was, finally, weeks later. I did not like the School. It was ugly up close: just five yellow towers stuck in the ground, a disappointing end to the week of riding toward shining beacons, to the years of tales and imagination.

The dull towers had been dropped in a valley, which was also rather dull. Even the people looked dull, moving blandly through their evening routines, unwilling to even be so imaginative to return a hello to a confused twelve year old. Too busy to stop and tell me where the door was. At that time, I did not see how this place could be the place of Miss Eva’s stories. I did not think it could be so magical.

Part of my bad impression might have stemmed from my tiredness, or perhaps the fact that Miss Eva had gotten me within a day of the towers and then sent me on alone. Whatever the case, my first impression of my new home was that it was an awful looking place filled with awful mannered people, and I wanted nothing more than to turn around and go home. So I did.

Or I tried, anyway. My about-face planted my nose squarely into the generous potbelly of the most priestly layman I had ever seen. He even wore robes. He looked very kind, and he was very kind. But he stopped me and kept me there. I did not like him at all.